OK.... Well I had a summary of the day all nice and prepared and ready to post, and then my computer just shat all over it and froze up. So you get the Fucking Short Version (which is just a summary of the original one just with at least one "FUCK" in every sentence).
Today Fucking sucked. Tonight was Fucking cool. Fucking Went and hung out with Jessica. Fucking Missed class beacuse I forgot my book. Fucking Went with Jessica and Amy and bought Fucking Twister and other various Fucking games. We fucking came back. Fucking Played them. Had an awesome Fucking time. Drunk Twister is Friday Fucking night. And that's the fucking short of it.
Fucking..... Wooooah!............. Laaaaaffy Taaaaffy.
It seems like forever since I've had a good night's sleep. It's fucking killing me, people. It's fucking killing me. It's killing "FUN" Jer... there's only "bleh" Jer. I don't think I can stress that enough. I really don't. It just sucks when I'm all... well, blah. I'm no fun then. I know that, but I can't help it. Lately for some reason, I can't function as well as I use to on just 4 or 5 hours of sleep. But that's just the gangsta life I lead.
I did something this week that I have always sworn that I would never do..... I got a cell phone. That's right. I finally got with the times. I fought it for as long as I possibly could but in the end.... the ends justify the means.... or something like that. I think that's the wrong phrase actually. Oh well forget about that, it don't matta. Focus. I got a phone. Yeah. Maintain. OK..... Yeah I got a phone. It's cool. It's a "Boost Mobile" phone. Remember, "With Boost Mobile phones you can make or receive cellular phone calls". Damn yeah. I got the whole city behind me. WHERE YOU AT DAWG?
Sometimes I really hate being so indifferent to... well, just about everything. I can't relate to shit. Sucks. Horrible personality trait. It's like someone who fishes for compliments. I hate that. Can't stand it.
I went off this weekend. It was something. That's about all I have to say about that.... for the most part. I gotta be honest, I mean no dis-respect or anything, but ehhh... I'm weird. I just don't really fit in with most places or crowds. I always just feel..... I don't know... it's hard to describe really. I don't do well in large groups of people. And to me large is anything more than 3 or 4 ..... so ...... you know.... I'm weird. I really don't like being me. I think I would have more fun sometimes if I was someone else but... It's just not my scene. Nothing personal and no disrespect intended, can't stress that enough either, but you know... it takes different strokes to move the world, yo. What might be right for you, well it might not be right for some. You gotta respect the differences, and I try to for the most part. Good news is, with all the free time I had, I sorted a few things out in my head. I think I'm good with a few things I was struggling over so that's good... for me. Also, I think I should see like a shrink or something on a regular basis. I wonder if Blue Cross covers that. They better.
And I've had about a total of 10 hours of sleep over the last 48 hours and except for a few Cheez-its, nothing to eat. So, I'm going to fill up and then pass out because I have class in the morning.
Seacrest...............OUT!
